use it. dun lose it.

theme of the day:
use it. dun lose it.

i think it is really true. why? because it applies to everything. everything around you. that's why you have to treasure the things around you. dun treasure only when you lose it.

like language, you use it often. you become better with it. but once you stop using for a long time, you're no longer good at it. and might even be uncomfortable with it.

like hobbies. you love basketball. you play it. you play it often. but somehow. after 3 months of resting, you realise you can never be good at it ever again. and you lose it. you lose your passion. cos you get disappointed with yourself. again and again. that you feel uncomfortable playing basketball.

like taking care of pets. you got the time for it, it grows happily. bringing joy to you. but if you dun have time to take care of it, it dies. you cry. den you'll start to treasure. but it's too late. it's gone.

like friends. you have a friend you always hang out with. you become close friends. happy friends. bestest friends. but when you just stop hanging out with each other for awhile, you lose the friendship. you really it's hard to get it back again. that you dun feel comfortable with them anymore.

like love. two person come together and love like they have nv loved anyone before. but when things get busy and they spend lesser time together, the love didnt grow fonder. it became bland and tasteless. when they meet later, they feel like strangers. feels uncomfortable with each other. that's when they break up.

like family, since young. you spend most of the time at home. you have parents to talk to. siblings to play with. even the slightest thing that happen to you like you want to go toilet, you would tell your mum too. like. "mummy, i go toilet." but as you grow older, you spend lesser time at home. den somehow you realised that, there's nth to talk about anymore. even though you tried your best to talk to them, it just dun feel right anymore.

so after losing everything, you come to this stage where you stand alone. you do things alone. you enjoy being alone. you feel comfortable being alone. even when you need a friend, you dunno where to go anymore. it's simply like scrolling down the whole phonebook and you find that there's no one to talk to. you bottle things up. you put on a false front. telling yourself it'll be okay. it'll be alright. then next you see ppl in groups, hanging out with their friends. chilling laughing and just being happy. den you see families going out together. talking happily.

at that moment, you realised that your life is over.