meanie jiahui.

had a lame argument. ah. great.

im trying my best to be nice. but my stupid madness still came back anyway. that mean old jiahui. hah. and turn cold just like that. opps. i dun care.

im not bothered with it isnt it? hmmm. i picked up a new hobby. which is to write and write and write. obviously for my eyes only. hah. dunno why. it's either the pen is nice or i enjoy writing and doodling around. that as i write. i start to write about my feelings and stuffs.

cos obviously you know that you cant really keep counting on people to give you comfort. sometimes you have to pick yourself up yourself. fell? stand up again and keep walking. that's the way isnt it? because i learnt a lesson on monday that sometimes, it's better to rely on yourself than others. that sometimes, you just need to trust yourself rather than others.

that makes me secretive eh? full of secrets that noone knows. so should i die, i will die with all these secrets.. hmmm.. not bad..

i think im a little insane. like wad mabel said. VERY INSANE. cos im having a bad flu. and im already freezing when i stand around. yet i bathe in COLD WATER. oh great. and then i ate ice cream. hah. if i get fever, dunno should be happy or sad.

i think that's all i have to say. other secrets shall lie in my head(: