Sunday, October 29, 2006

a day from hell

im moodless. not moody. just neutral. like no mood. but not moody. it's like dunno wad im feeling also. like a dead person perhaps? i dunno.

but here i am. fell down again. because of the SAME FREAKING REASON. i shouldnt even have think abt it cos it will never work. maybe i should just be mean once again. dun give anything a chance to start or whatever.

i dun wanna fall down again cos i cant afford to.
you might regret what you let slipped away.
im prepared for a life full of regrets anyway.
that's the only way to be stronger.
and i will never wish that i have sth to lean on.
because i'll give myself support.
till the end.
and of course i'll support my friends too.
till the end.
and my family too.
till the end.

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