Friday, December 14, 2007

i've lost

i've posted and posted and posted, but i deleted it in the end.
i really dont know what to say,
and i dont understand.
i dont even know who i am sometimes.

since when did i start wasting so much time..
life seems weird..
lesser b7 outings..
lesser friends outings..
lesser of everything..
even work,
seem meaningless..

even if i had a million in my pocket NOW,
i doubt i'll be happy too.
i just needed some quality time..
and i've being trying to do it all alone..
it doesnt work..
why.

maybe i just need to be brave,
and say,
im not afraid.
den end up all loner?

i've lost.

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