to be weaker

a human is made up of mind, body, and a soul.

mind is what you think, facts and fiction, good or bad. you judge based on the knowledge of your mind. your mind helps you to differentiate things, classify things and you can call it the judgemental mind. that's wad a mind is for. to reflect, to think and to judge.

your mind controls your body and your soul. it works with the brain. it sends signal to the different parts of the body, to show wad it is thinking, that's body language. your mind is the one that lose control first whenever something happens, which will then affect your body and your soul, that means you're gonna crack.

the way it can affect your body, is variable. be it a jump, or a scream, it can also be when your tears flow. a body, is just an embodiment of the mind and the soul. which you can call, the most elementary part of a human.

a mind is complex, it affects the soul. but sometimes, your soul can be a hard nut to crack, which strongly stands and not be affected by the mind. that's called a true human. a mind can break down, can go crazy, but your soul wont. and your soul would eventually be the one that bring you back, bring your mind back to stability.

so mind, is amateur?

and soul is expert?

but soul, everyone has it, but does everyone treasure it?

one who have no soul, is not human.

because soul is where your determination, perserverance, strength and conscience lies.

now, i can only say, im not human.
im soul-less.
because i dunno who am i anymore.
independent, killed me?
my strength killed me?
these traits of mine, build me too high up, den im isolated from the world?

my friend told me,
every woman needs a man.
my friend told me,
dun be too strong in front of guys.

but that's my soul, and that's how im supposed to be right.
that's how i grow up to be.
indeed the world the not fair.

girls yearn for strong guys.
but,
boys stray from strong girls.

im tiring myself out, from every shit that i have.

will you show me the way,
if i open up my heart to you?