lazy week

alright. it's been a week of physics SPA, bio SPA and maths common test. but i dunno why, maybe it's called the after effects, i dun seem to want to study for it anymore. especially binomial, something that i keep failing, and statistics, something that i nv attend before. tmrw's common test is important to me, or rather, this year is important to me. it decides my future, whether i'll be able to get out of this well, so i could see a bigger sky, bigger world and obviously, imma touch the sky.

however, i've been studying so much, that i've tired myself really down and out. i fall sick like some crazy fool, and no appetite, i rush here and there and all, i thought, i would just faint somehow, i even dreamt that i died somehow this year. and now, i dun wanna study. because im finally WELL again, although im having this terrible stomachache for one week(maybe my stomach got hole ><) and i really feel great not studying.

besides, i've got art. i dunno what to say. the current module is photography; my hobby in fact. im really bad at words, maybe tzelin can justify, like i always cant seem to talk properly to her, im really bad at words. so i like to express feelings and all through photos and illustrations. however, AEP's photography module really is bad.

firstly, they dun even have the ability to provide each student with good cameras. (note: it's not that we chose to learn photography, but it's the school who put photography in, shouldnt they provide us with the SLR cameras? dun expect us to spend thousands of dollars on it for art, cos we're still students. i'll definitely get SLR, but not now. when i have the money, i'll buy. not for art, but for photography)

secondly, they gave us this assignment which required us to take pictures of SEA woman and must show the essence of SEA woman in their different walks of life. it's good, it's great. but they give us 1 week to get like 25 photos. they dun even consider the fact that we are students, and learning to use the camera, and we cant choose to take what we want. cos in the morning,we're in school, when school ends, women are already at home cooking dinner. then dun we have our own school life? like tests and all? (note: we're taking pictures of strangers, seriously, if some student approach you and say they wanna take your picture, obviously you'll say no right? and we might even get scolded)

thirdly, they didnt wanna lend us the cameras over the weekends, so the only morning we could use is GONE. no chances of market scenes anymore.

lastly, our dear art teacher says nvm, use point and shoot camera. DAMN. den why learn photography from you? POINT AND SHOOT.

conclusion: this is TOTALLY MEANINGLESS AND ITS HUMILIATING PHOTOGRAPHY.

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anyway, i sincerely apologize to my dear friend for i've been really mean to her.
sorry ahwang.

it's gonna be FRIDAY!
it makes me smile (: